Thursday, July 29, 2010

I'm how old?!?

I just realized yesterday that next year will be 20 year high school reunion. Oh. my. god. As someone who was not a fan of high school, as previously discussed, this has brought forth a whole new batch of insecurities. How skinny can I get in one year? How many interesting things can I do in the next year to discuss during that one weekend? Ridiculous, I know. But I've been thinking about it non-stop, as if it's this coming weekend.
I must say... thank god for Facebook. It really has helped me built a comfort level with some of these people that I haven't seen in years. I'm almost looking more forward to this event than not. Which is saying a lot for me. So what I'm really going to work on is not being so damn insecure. I'm going to spend the next year creeping out of my shell and doing some things that are outside my comfort zone. Things that are nothing to the general public, but that make my heart beat faster. Even adding someone on Facebook that I know pretty well, but don't see all the time, is hard for me. How dumb is that? Okay. I can do this. *Sigh*
But, really.... how should I wear my hair?